Welcome to Heartbreak Hotel

Today is Wednesday, September 14th. The past few months, me and Chris have been talking on a regular basis. We had been talking about trying to work on our marriage when he came home this month for court. I was on the fence about the whole ordeal, but at the same time, I wanted him back more than anything. So I decided ok, well if we can get along and not fight hardly at all, then maybe we can work on our marriage and finally be a couple. So court was on Monday, September 12th. Chris never showed up, and turns out, he brought his gf up to VA with him. (He lives with her in GA) So I never heard from him Monday. Well Tuesday morning he texted me while I was at work, and said he was planning on coming to see me that day. So I told him ok, and as soon as I got home from work, he was already at my apartment, waiting in his car. So I got Trevor out of the car and went over to him. Trevor took right to him, and Chris seemed to be happy to see Trev. Well we let Trev play in the front seat of his car, while we stood outside it and smoked and talked. After about 30ish minutes I took Trevor back inside, and me and Chris went and sat in his car. We smoked some more and talked more and stuff, we talked about our marriage and what went wrong and stuff. What each of us would have to change about ourselves to make our marriage work. Well next thing I know, we're making out in his car. And he's feeding me all this bullshit all over again, all while his gf is back at his parents house waiting for him, while he's sucking face with me. One thing led to another, and next thing I know, we're having sex in his car. I was actually having sex with my husband after about a year and a half almost. So he brought me home, and said he would come by today for the day, and that he would text me when he got home. Well needless to say, I haven't heard from him since, which breaks my heart. I feel like I'm back at square one. Being without him had started to get just a tad bit easier for me cuz it had been so long. But now, now I'm back where I started:/ So today I called him, after texting him a shit ton and him not even replying, and I told him that he needs to leave me and my heart alone. That he's fucked me over one too many times. And I told him not to contact me ever again, and that I was deleting his number, which I did. So now I'm stuck bawling my eyes out:( **Heartbroken**