I'm now 30 weeks and 4 days along in my pregnancy. I'm pregnant with a little girl I'm naming Aubrey Nicole. The middle name is for my cousin that died Halloween morning of 2011. This pregnany has gone by alot faster then when I was pregnant with Trevor. It feels like just yesterday I found out I was pregnant. I miss Matt alot though. His fiance Zada, is pregnant with his child as well, he got her pregnant a month after they got together. We broke up 4 months ago, yet it seems like it just happened. I do believe I loved Matt. I know I've said that about every guy that I've been with, but I believe it with Matt because I still feel so strongly for him, and my heart still aches when I think about our memories, and when I think about how me and him and Trev were a family, and how excited we were getting to have Aubrey. I miss it, I miss it alot. I've realized how I've completely moved on from Chris at this point. Now he's nothing but a memory and a lie. Which I'm completely fine with, I got the best part of it all anyways...my beautiful handsome blessing. Without Trevor, I really don't know what I would do. He's my whole world.

Another new little life

Welp, i'm pregnant. I actually found out a while ago. I'm 18 weeks and 1 day, I found when I was almost 5 weeks. I find out the sex in only 2 weeks. The babys dad (Matt) left me for a black chick, and wants and nothing to do with the baby at all. Which is fine with me. Well not really, but what else am I gonna say? I've done my share of being depressed and sad 24/7. It's time to move on, but I also got to find out some more lovely news. Chris is engaged, and his gf is over 6 months pregnant with a girl they're naming penelope. Talk about a blow to the heart. I know I don't have much room to talk seeing as I'm pregnant by another man, but I just feel so stupid. Cuz since September, (even while his gf was pregnant) Chris was talking to me about us getting back together still, so I feel like an idiot. But now it doesn't matter, he'll have a new wife soon anyways. So he's not my problem anymore, he's hers. And more power to her for putting up with his bullshit and lying and cheating like I did for 3 years. This is the only place I can put up pregnancy pics, I can't put them on facebook, cuz Chris stalks me on there, and I don't want him knowing

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